like a storm in the sea

sighh.. Im feeling... really lousy at the moment. Like... stress so much my hair oso falling out redi ar. Haha. Ok la, not daaat bad. But its still really bad. Cos.... i feel so helpless.... and.... helpless... and.... hopeless.... and.... so lost... and........ i shouldn't go on cos if i do.... it would be depressing. SIGH. Dear God please help me T_T

and what is with all the uncles not wearing their t-shirts???! AIYOH. When i look at the block opposite us, i see like... topless men and its not appealing! Cos they consists mostly of middle-aged men!! And even when i go to the kitchen to get something/wash my hand/ WHATEVER i see topless men as well!!! AAAHHHHH cannot sleep ah later. After i dream about topless middle-aged men chasing after me... NOOOOOOO.. hahahahhaa. I'm not against topless middle-aged men... just that...... the whole world can see them topless OKAYY! haha. Ok la, not the whole world.. but everybody staying in the condo!

ok good night. Please don't rain tmr... cos i wanna go swimminggggg