like a storm in the sea

sighh.. Im feeling... really lousy at the moment. Like... stress so much my hair oso falling out redi ar. Haha. Ok la, not daaat bad. But its still really bad. Cos.... i feel so helpless.... and.... helpless... and.... hopeless.... and.... so lost... and........ i shouldn't go on cos if i do.... it would be depressing. SIGH. Dear God please help me T_T

and what is with all the uncles not wearing their t-shirts???! AIYOH. When i look at the block opposite us, i see like... topless men and its not appealing! Cos they consists mostly of middle-aged men!! And even when i go to the kitchen to get something/wash my hand/ WHATEVER i see topless men as well!!! AAAHHHHH cannot sleep ah later. After i dream about topless middle-aged men chasing after me... NOOOOOOO.. hahahahhaa. I'm not against topless middle-aged men... just that...... the whole world can see them topless OKAYY! haha. Ok la, not the whole world.. but everybody staying in the condo!

ok good night. Please don't rain tmr... cos i wanna go swimminggggg

random

here's a random post.. with some random pictures i found in my phone. hehehe

liern and i fell asleep in the mrt. I can't rmb why.. i think we didn't have enough of sleep the night before? hahaha

aww, this tiny balloon was given to me by this lady in the MRT station. She looked like a cancer patient, but yet she looked so happy selling tissue packets i bought 8 packets of tissue from her. And she gave me this balloooon :) and i went home with lots of tissue packets in my bag. Hahaha.


this was taken in the airport sending meng fai off. So funny, there was this 2 small boys racing on the track. The boy on the second lane won and said " cehh, you run on lane no1 but still u lose...." =_= =_= =_= haha

this was taken at that singapore river, and it was a super windy day.
meiyii and wei pyngg
ooh, MEIYIIII!! I found out how to walk to this area! ( where the super high maybank office is ) and its actually facing the sea... and there's the 'durian' where all the performances are held. I think you will love it there!

outside..... err.. i can't rmb the name of this restaurant. I just know its in orchard road. Haha.

a picture of this skinny guy, wearing super skinny/tight jeans. Eiyerrrr. His legs looked like a pair of chopsticks. HAHA

olympic songg

MEIYIIIII!!!! I FOUND THE SONGGGG!!!! THE SONG I WAS TALKING ABOUTTT!!!! hahahahaha. Neh rmb i told u jay chou got neww song.. turned out to be the olympic song.. and i don't think its newww =_= *malu* hahahaha

anywayyy, here is the song



ok, better watch the the repeat of the beijing olympics opening ceremony this weekend. WANNA WATCH JAY CHOU!!! hahahahaha *cough*

anyway, went to pyramid for lunch with lydia, myii and weepeee. After that collected my cert from taylors.. after seeing the breakdown for my results... i just wanna bang my head on the wall. OMG. My AS results were quite ok, my A2.... T_T OMG HUIYIII STUDY HARDER T_T_T_T_T myii pls scold me if i don't T_T_T ngo ji chor laa... wooooo woooooo woooooo~

need to go back to taylors on monday morning.. In my head i was thinking, ok maybe ask mf out for lunch.. and den ..... i realised that he left already T_T_T_T_T woooo wooooo wooooo *sobs loudly* sighhh.

so funny, me and lydia wanted to leave taylors early.. so that we won't get caught in the rain.. but in the end T_T we got caught, had to borrow this funny umbrella from uncle mac. And it looked so funny, cos it had mickey mouse all over it. hahaha. And when i was walking to the car, in the middle of asia cafe, the umbrella just suddenly popped open =_= =_= =_= haha

raining again... Doesn't the rain just make you feel so emo/happy at the same time?? Makes u think alot. I don't know whyyy. But its sooo coolingggg yayyy.. Just nice for bbq later! WOOHOO!

ok myii, fai dit fan lei ar. Im waiting for youuuhuuuu~

funny bunny, u taste like honey~

you know this feeling.. of wanting to blog about everything that u get all mixed up.. and end up not blogging? Haha.. happens to me quite often.. Like.. i wanna blog about this and that.. and end up.. not blogging =_= haha

hmmm lets start from what i did on tuesday. Pretty productive day, cleaned the hse, did the laundry, called up my high school friends regarding the bbq party, cooked lunch, went climbing, called taylors O_O POWERFUL! HOHO!

hahahaha

and u know what, i dialled my friend tho quin's number but i was looking at my list to see who i should call next, which happen to be jade. And soo... when tho quin picked up the phone....

me : Hello, can i speak to jade please? (wondering how come a guy picked up her phone.)

tho quin : Hello..... (sounded really confused)

me : huh..... (thinking hard, suddenly realising that i was calling some one else, not jade, couldn't think who.. and suddenly... i went THO QUIN!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA OMG so embarrassing.. I think i gave him quite a shock :P some more he didn't have my hse phone number. AIYOH *faint*

and yesterdayy.. All i did was stay at home and clean the hse, wash the clothes and watch olympics. I feel so like AH MA/AH SAM who stay at home everyday do hse work and watch tv only. hahahaha

imagine me wearing an apron like that. HAHA

ooh, sexy mama. Hahaha. Imagine me wearing clothes like that when i cook. =_= fat chance. haha

cooked curry chicken for dinner... was wondering how come my curry smelled sour, sorta like asam-ish smell when i found out from my mom that i used the wrong spices =_= i used the asam fish on instead of the curry chicken oneee! hahahaha

my curry chicken looked like that... sorta *cough* haha. I googled this picture btw. haha

and todayyy... we (me and myii) were supposed to meet lydia up for dim sum in the morning but we ended up waking up late.. sorry lydiaaa! And after that, i was supposed to meet lydia to go taylors to get my results slip.. but....... i msged her in my sleep telling her i didn't wanna go taylors!! =_=

hahaha.. and i was wondering why lydia didn't call me.. =_= she msged me in the afternoon telling me good thing i didn't wanna go taylors cos she overslept... i was confused and all.. until i checked my sent msg.. =_= don't ever call me/text me WHATEVER when im sleeping..... especially if its something important!! :P hahaha.

Went to the airport just now to send meng fai off. Don't you just love and hate the airport at the same time? You love it when you're the one going on a holiday.. But it just makes you so emo going to the airport to send someone off. Sigh.

The atmosphere was happy though, everyone was happy, making jokes and all. Funniest part was when myii started taking random pictures of everyone and Adrian went "STOP TAKING CANDID PICTURES OKAYYY!!!!" like in an... emo sorta really funny way. HAHAHA. Sounded like he was a celebrity and myii was the annoying papparazzi. =_= he's funny. haha

Lydia... how am i going to send you off next yearrr T_T i'll cry my head off the whole time T_T_T

and myii and wee peee.. if you guys are going as welll T_T i don't think i can even go to the airport cos i'll be at home crying my eyeballs out. By the time im done, i won't be able to roll my eyes at xl anymore... booo hoooo

myii.. he reminds me of rylan. Hahahaha!

aiyoh, so sad wan :(

anyway mf, i hope you read this okay :) when you miss me, sure read my blog wan.. right :P hahahaha

thanks for being such a great friend, i'll definitely miss our friday lunches ( esp when ur late cos u end up paying for my lunch! HOHO :P )

thanks for the rides you gave ( fetching me around cos i don't drive much :P)

the movies we watched together, perfume was the bomb right? HAHAHA :P

oh and the bbqs we had :)

awww shucks i'll miss you T_T

take care of urself there, and we'll see you next year :)

hope you like your scarf :) even if you don't, you MUST LIKE THE SCARF :P hahaha. Cos my eyes hurt knitting that. :P

myii, SO MAN :P

wow wow, was online just now .. and myii walked out of the kitchen..

myii : Hyii, i need newspaper!! * hurries herself to get newspaper*

I was wondering what was going on, even though i kinda guessed it already. I headed to the kitchen, myii hurries in with the newspaper.. ( for your information, its like.. the whole set of The Star papers rolled up )

She took the newspaper.. finding around to see where was the cockroach.. and suddenly.. WHAM WHAM WHAM!!!

me : O_O woahhh... so man ..... killed a cockroach just like that...

even guys like lekky (our older brother) and weng (our younger brother) and WEI SHIN don't even dare go near them. Tsk tsk tsk.. shame on you guys. TSK TSK :p hahahahha

myii, you have a new nickname given by perng. The ROACHINATOR!! WOOOOO~ *claps cheers and applauds!!* =_= hahahahaha

ok... time to continue on the scarf noww.. byee

all i want for my bdayy

meng fai : eh, huiyii. What do you want for ur bday next year?? 5-inch heels, pongo stick, or stilts ( u noe... those wooden sticks that clowns use to wear, so that they'll be really tall)???

me : =_=

meng fai : eh xl, what do you want to get huiyii for her bday next year??

xl : Get her helium floats lahhh. So that she can be lifted off the ground.

me : =_= (x10) You think what??? Like the olympics lighting the torch ahh???! Grrrrr

meng ah fai, i tell you... I'm not saying anything/whacking you/getting back at you because ur leaving this thursday. OKAAAYY???!!! hahaha

And den... another thing so funny...

Elicia (ck's gf) wanted a group picture with all the people who attended her bday party mah right. So.... bcos... im.. *cough* slightly (just slightly) shorter than the rest.... guess where i ended up??? Standing next to ck's younger brothers... who are.. 9 and 11!!!! Seriously =_= the whole night. HAHA

ok, byee

how now brown cow.......

Sigh.. omg omg omg. What can be worse than going to register for a course thinking that you'll be able to get in cos u meet their entry requirements... only to be told that there is no way you can get in.... cos the ministy of education changed their system..... and bcos malay is considered our first language, there is no way for me to get in... IELTS won't get me in, i can't take any english course, i can't go for an interview...

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG SO ANGRY CAN DIE. GRRRRRRRR... Its not like we can even speak bm properly. SO STUPID. And because of this, MY FUTURE.... HOW LAAAA HOWWWW T_T_T_T_T making me STRONGLY DISLIKE the msian edu system more and more each day.

oh the poor kids, no teacher huiyii to teach them..... they will be deprieved of my stories, and my hugs and kisses (just kidding) hahahaha.. ITS STILL PISSING ME OFF.

aaaahh... lauren, i hope you get in.. cos ur planning to take psycholgy/business right? Should be easier to get in compared to mine.

Sigh.. now what? Should i take psychology in monash instead? Or should i wait... and appeal to the ministry of education(MOE) in singapore, and start in the middle of next year? But then again..... i might be rejected by the MOE. How la..... HOWWWWWW.... T_T really wanna cry redi T_T

cooled myself off with a really long walk around, and decided to go raffles city to do some shopping while waiting for eddie.

oh yeah lauren, plenty of eye candies for youuuu! OMG i see until everywhere oso got. I guess cos SMU is just around the corner, and all the uni students go to raffles to walk/shop/eat. Hence, good looking guys everywhere ^^

got jay chou's concert CD.. YAYYYYY!

went to.. err.. can't rmb the place.. tmr go and check the name ^^ its like marche, just that instead of western food, everything they have there is JAPANESE YUM YUM. Got GREEN TEA ICE CREAM! YUM. And myii, i had salmon and onions omellete. You would love it, minus the onion part :P haha. MYII WE GO THERE OKAY! OKAY.

thanks lydia for the phone call :D

wah so full now, cos i ate durian ^^

Dear God, pls pls pls let the ministry of education accept my a lvls T_T PLEASE. AMEN!

ok bye :D

I FORGOT MY RETAINERS!!

I was sitting in the bus.... thinking and looking out of the window.. when the thought suddenly popped at me.. i forgot to bring my RETAINERS T_T MACAM MANA..... HOWWWW?! ( not looking foward to wear my retainers when i get home cos they'll hurt like poo T_T wooo woooo woooo T_T)

Haha, oh well. At least i didn't forget something like my passport.. imagine.. GG-ness. Haha. Its actually quite nice travelling by urself... in a way.. Cos what i did.. i knitted till it got dark, and stared out in the open highway, thinking about life ( wah so emo, haha ) no la, but just basically having ur thoughts all over the place without anyone interupting. But myii, awww shucks.. it wasn't fun without youu :( rmb the singapore immigration.... HAHAHAHAHA.

And yeah, eventually i fell asleep. Hahaha. Plus, the 'cabin crew' (actually only one guy.. =_= hahaha ) he was really nice and all.. so it was a pleasant journey there.. minus the part where they were 40 mins late T_T wooo wooo woooo.. had to take cab alone in the dark wan okayy. So late redi, after take MRT, MRT stop halfway even more GG! haha

And arr... *cough cough* the guy at the singapore immigration.. err, do u call them officers? ( the ones checking the passports) he was really cute ^^ HAHAHAHA =_=

anywayy, I LOVE MY DADDY! HOHOHO. Cos he bought me a bag without me asking him to. HEE HEE HEE ^^ IM HAPPYY!

aww shucks myii, too bad the turtle one was dirtyyy T_T


so cute this kangaroo one...

myii, the tiger one is soooo CUTEEEE T_T_T

okok, better go to bed. Cos im tired..... and i needa wake up early tmr so that daddy can fetch me to register... instead of taking the MRT and squish with everybody cos they needa go to work. Haha.

ok bye.

like rojak :S

Was chatting with mf on msn, and mannn.. i just realised that we haven't been chatting that way in a loong time. Ah fai, 10 days left before ur leavingg.... T_T sigh, i'll bring tissue packets to the airport.... maybe even a towel.. JUST KIDDING.

Had a pleasant surprise today.. actually, more than a pleasant surprise. And yeahh, it totally made my day :D so funny, one of the jiblets name is shifu kicking. What a name =_= hahaha.

and thanks wei shin, u made my week. We can't wait!!! :D :D vision 2010! HOH HOH HOH *wriggle wriggle wriggle*

The birthday lunch was good.. :) myii, rmb.. *four* HAHAHAHAHA! It was great fun, we learnt a lot about friendship building! *yeah right* hahaha! Aww weipyng, we didn't leave u in church alone.. OKAY!

yupp, like my title.. my post is like rojak. Haha. Good night ppl :)

lame-O

Perng : just cause im Perng the Pole Dancer...you cant roll my eyes at me.. unless you tip me.

me : yeah yeah.. tip u with WHAT? I can... TIPU laaaaaaa.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg damn
lame =_=

Perng : wahlau tip me become tipu. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Being super duper lame tonight, and i shall not list out more.

and i was going to post about myii talking to the car episode no 2, but i'll leave it for another time la.. I needa sleeeep.

bella my love~

HAHAHAHA i tell you this myii.. is one of a kind.

We were on our way back from 1u.. and she.... starting talking to the car.. TO THE CAR... and named it BELLA...... =_= =_= =_= that was the face i gave her. HAHA

This is a manual car la.. and the traffic was quite heavy on the road.. and suddenly she was like.. Bella.. mou sei ah, don't die on me...... T_T_T_T

=_= =_= =_=

and we started talking about what nationality should we give the car.. whether it should be chinese... malay... european.. and how should we talk to the car... in malay.. or cantonese... or european accent... omg omg HAHAHA

and the worst part was rite..... the part cutting into our hse from the underground tunnel.. going up the hill.. she was laughing, balancing and talking to the car at the same time!!! THE HORROR!

Can you imagine me.... i was sitting there praying and hoping that the car won't die... cos she was 'multi-tasking' hahahahaha.. reminds me of the first time she took me on a joy ride... and she laughed so hard she kinda missed the turning and had to kinda... u-turn back... HAHAHAHAHA..

and she oso conned me into watching 6 feet under with her T_T eiyerr... some more made me feel so bad, cos she waited for me to watch the show together... mana tau...... T_T hahahahah. Ok la, it wasn't so bad.. just that the characters in the show was quite weird.. esp the sister and the mom... and david *shivers* hahahaha

climbing today was GREAT! :D zhao, next time i wanna go the lead climbing wall againnnn!! :D:D:D hahaha

okok, got quite a long day ahead tmr.. better goooo~

oh yeah, the opening ceremony for olympics is tmr!!

this is my favourite.. like.. woahh.. im on fireee! HAHAHA

myii : You oso not interested in the Olympics wan, why the sudden interest?

me : Oh.. cos i've got nothing to do, and nothing to look foward to... so... look foward to the Olympics lah!

looks just like me... hee hee *shy* HAHAHAHA

=_= =_= =_ = =_ =

HAHAHAHA

ok bye!

grrrrr grrrr grrrrrrr *&^@#$)({%_&#@

watched Sparrow today

and the highlight of the movie was..........

the lady sitting behind us : HAH?? Zhuo wan liao ahh?? Cehhh.. dou bu hao kan de.... ( Har.... finish redi ar the movie? Also not nice to watch wan..... )

we ( myii, ck and i ) burst out laughing. HAHAHA soo funny, some more the lady said it so loudly =_=

the movie was okayyy i guess.... just that its those kinda movies where u don't really understand what is happening.. who is this guy... who is she talking to.. and like they didn't end the movie properly kinda thing. So yeahh...

the bubble tea we bought from yippee cup was soooo sweet...it was nice la.. but amboi.. manis sampai nak pengsan ni... hahahahaha

perng the pole dancer, perng the longkang boy, perng the pole dancer.. perng the pole dancer... perng the longkang boy..... omg.. so long.. PTPD PTLB PTPD HAHAHAHAHAHA

ok bye.

Another use for snorkelling goggles and flippers.

Was talking to perng about horror movies just now.. You see.. we've (me and myii) never ever watched a horror movie ever in our life, and perng sort of dared us to.. and suddenly this super lame thought popped up in my head. hahaha

okok, picture this. Myii , perng (optional cos he's mean :P just kidding) and i watching a horror movie

and den cos its so scary right,

me asking myii : Do you think goggles will help make the movie less scary cos the screen is all blurry? Eiyer.. after you fogg up the goggles, by the end of the movie.... you take off ur goggles the fogg become all water redi and you can pour it out.. And then if ur goggles are tight, u walk out of the cinema with 2 red rings around your eyes, ppl think you never sleep for days to wait for this movie to come out. HAHAHA.

myii : *no answer, busy laughing* HAHAHAHAHA *GASP WHEEZE WHACKS TABLE* just kidding.. :P

me : imagine.. you wear your goggles and scare your neighbour...

random guy next to me : * so happen look my way* YE TUHAN!! ( OMG ) HAHAHAHAHA

and then....

me : HEY.. do you think snorkeling goggles would be even better? Some more got the breathing pipe... block ppl's view..

me : or the flipperes oso can.

me and myii : *laugh laugh laugh KETAWA KETAWA KETAWA WHEEZE * until stomach oso pain. haha

hahahahahahaha.

omg omg omg OMG... lameness of the lameness.... hahahaha! Why not next time bring our float along as well... -..- HAHA

oh oh, I LOVE THIS SONG... awwww so niceeeeee.. Love this movie ten things i hate about you as well :D if u hear properly.. there are some parts where heath sings out of tune. HAHA

and TAHNIAH MEIYII you are a champion!! Cos she killed the cockroach with her bare foot! Just kidding.. she in the kitchen and she was wearing slippers. So what she just did was *CRUNCH* on the cockraoch... and there it was.. all squished up.. and i thought it was dead already... until i went near it and its feelers started moving and i was like OMG! hahaha

ok, time to go to bed.... and ish.. i've not completed my resume yet.... nooooo.. better finish it asap, come on hyii, you can do it! OK!

good night ppl :)

can't smile without youuu~

this song is soooo cheeesyyy~ but its soooo sway-ey and niceeeee and just so nice :D gives you a nice feeling. Hehehe.

both nice songs :D :D

barbie clothes lying around the floor. That bike is really cool cos it has lights ^^ hahaha

when our cousins were around and they had nothing to do, i took our old barbie dolls out for them to play. Actually more of the girl cousin Cailey. The boy cousin Rylan, he played with our playstation 1. Its been years since we played with that! hahahah

this was my favourite barbie when i was young ^^ haha

and poor poor poor ken.... rylan tried to make him wear a dress.. but too bad.. it could only fit his legs. Haha!

I didn't realise the doll's legs until just now... hahaha! The legs look folded! hahahaha!

ok good night peeps :) mr APP is shoo-ing me off to bed. Memang AP! :P haha. Just kidding :P

Isn't she lovelyy~

hello lieRn cousie! I just wanted to tell you that i really really really miss the times we had when we were young, and i really really miss you now :( i miss the times when u came over to our place and stay, and the times where we laughed together... and our changing cubicles... and cake and escalator thingy.... hahahahahaha! Rmb that? :P :P

and sorry for being such a mean cousin when i was young *cough plasticine incident* hahaha. I really really feel bad ok :( and yeahh.. lets spend more time together before you leave for uk OKAY? OKAY :D

I MISS YOUUUUUUU <3 *MWAHHH! lots and lots of slobbery kisses* ]

ps : anybody wants to listen to a funny story? HAHAHAHAHAHA! Just kidding :P ok bye!

just keep climbing, climbing and climbing! hohoho

Went climbing today with lydia and jay yan.. and BOY WAS IT TOUGH! hahahaha. Haven't been climbing properly for some time, so yeah stamina sudah merosot. T_T Lemme try to blog in bm for this post. HAHA.

Lydia dan saya memanjat dari 2 30 petang sampai 7. AMBOI penatnya tetapi seronok sungguh. Ada berita buruk, kasut saya sudah berlubang. ADUHAI hati aku sakit kerana kasut panjat sangat mahal T_T T_T

'Lunch' juga seronok, makan di Pasta Zanmai. Agak mahal tetapi sungguh sedap YAM YAM. ketawa ketawa ( haha ). Saya juga telah beli kotak-kotak (boxers) untuk myii dan saya sendiri. Ada jual murah mah, beli saja! KETAWA KETAWA KETAWA!

OHHH! Tadi saya makan kek durian (durian berwarna kuning, jadi perkataan kek durian juga kuning hee hee) .. mmmmm sedapnya. Terima kasih lydia, kawanmu yang saya kasihi.

baki-baki kek di mulut.

amboi, makam sampai boleh nangis kerana sedapnyaaaaaa

pasti (make sure) kamu jangan kentut dan 'burp' selepas makan. ketawa ketawa.

Dan selepas cg, kami ketawa itu wei pyng. Kerana dia memandu kereta sangat 'funny' KETAWA KETAWA KETAWA! Dan semua orang kata saya 'scare' jia ming. KENAPA?? SAYA SANGAT 'SCARY' MEHH?!

Jia ming ialah seorang budak lelaki yang berumur 13 tahun dan dia sangat comel and 'shy'. Jadi, saya suka kacao dia.. kerana dia punya emosi (expression) sangat lucu. AMBOI, aku rasa macam gengster yang buli budak budak! Ketawa ketawa!

Okey, saya sudah hampir tamat pos ini. Adakah bm saya bagus atau apa?! hoho. Okey lah, selamat malam kalian semua :) Oh myii, mata ku sudah sakit tau? Kerana saya perlu bakar cd untuk gambar-gambar yang diambil pada minggu yang lepas. AMBOI SAKITNYAAA~ WOOOO WOOO WOOOO~ (weeping sound) OK BAI.